Have i ever thought about my life?..nO!!.. But then i asked her one day.."Are you happy with me?".. she simply replied "No"..i asked her.."Is there any particular reason for being so upset with me..?" she answered "yes".."But you have to find it by yourself.."..Then i realized.. how and where i went wrong..whenever i used to take any decision i never thought about her..i never shared anything with her..i never asked her what she wants from me.. ?..yes she was right i completely neglected her..i neglected her presence in mine..its a mistake..!!
Zindagi ek ajeeb ittefaq hai.. sochta hoon.. meri zindagi aur me alag kaise ho sakte hai..? par kabhi sochane par ye mehasoos..hota hai..haa!! hum dono alag hai..!! jamane ke is naye tarikese.. itna kuch khoya hai..ke..kabhi kabhi uska ehasas hi bhool jata hoon..!! fir yaad aane par use dhoondoo toh kisi kone me..apne godd me sir liye baithi nazar ati hai.. kuch haansi ke lamhe ho ya fir gum ki yaande ho..me aksar use bhool jata hoon.. fir wo roothake..chali jati..hai..fir use dhoondoo toh woh chat pe tankii ke upar bithe tare ginti nazar ati hai..
Ek din na jane kyo anjaane me..woh ek baat keh gayi..laga aise ki..uske dil me base jazbaat keh gayi..Use bhi Hasna tha.. Use bhi meri tarha..kudke Aasman..ko..haath lagana tha.. Use bhi meri tarha.. ghar ki deewaro pe Rang bharna tha.. jab me Patang udau toh use manja pakdna tha..Use bhi meri tarha Sadako pe Cricket khelna tha.. Baarisho ke mausam me.. halki barish ki Boonde use bhi apne hateli par mehsus karni thi..sardi ke mausam me uska bhi garama garam Coffee pine ko dil karta tha..use meri tarah.. samundar kinare.. pao ke neeche ki Ret ko sarakte hue mehsus karna tha..meri zindagi ko meri godd me sir rakhake chain se Sona tha.. woh bole ja rahi thi aur me suun raha tha..bahot Khwahish thi uski.. lekin me pura nahi kar paya..waqt ki is daud me..mein kabhi apni zindagi ko samaz hi nahi paya..
Kabhi ummede kho deta wo kaseke gale laga ti thi.. Kabhi meri dost banti..toh kabhi meri maa.. kabhi mere khwabo ki dor bankar.. unhe aur uuncha lekar jati.. kabhi tare dekhna chahoo toh wo aasman ban jati.. kabhi gum ko bahr nikalna chahoo toh aansoo bankar beh jati..kabhi hausla kho dea toh awwaj bankar dilki saari Baat bol jati thi.. aisi hai meri Zindagi jiska Oodhar shayad hi kabhi lauta paunga..
jara socho..kahi..apki bhi zindagi toh apse naraz nahi..hai na?.. agar hai..toh abhi manalo..shyad zindagi hume fir mauka na de..!!
Lets LifE.. fOr sOmething better..!!
Lets mAke sOmething better॥!!
Zindagi ek ajeeb ittefaq hai.. sochta hoon.. meri zindagi aur me alag kaise ho sakte hai..? par kabhi sochane par ye mehasoos..hota hai..haa!! hum dono alag hai..!! jamane ke is naye tarikese.. itna kuch khoya hai..ke..kabhi kabhi uska ehasas hi bhool jata hoon..!! fir yaad aane par use dhoondoo toh kisi kone me..apne godd me sir liye baithi nazar ati hai.. kuch haansi ke lamhe ho ya fir gum ki yaande ho..me aksar use bhool jata hoon.. fir wo roothake..chali jati..hai..fir use dhoondoo toh woh chat pe tankii ke upar bithe tare ginti nazar ati hai..
Ek din na jane kyo anjaane me..woh ek baat keh gayi..laga aise ki..uske dil me base jazbaat keh gayi..Use bhi Hasna tha.. Use bhi meri tarha..kudke Aasman..ko..haath lagana tha.. Use bhi meri tarha.. ghar ki deewaro pe Rang bharna tha.. jab me Patang udau toh use manja pakdna tha..Use bhi meri tarha Sadako pe Cricket khelna tha.. Baarisho ke mausam me.. halki barish ki Boonde use bhi apne hateli par mehsus karni thi..sardi ke mausam me uska bhi garama garam Coffee pine ko dil karta tha..use meri tarah.. samundar kinare.. pao ke neeche ki Ret ko sarakte hue mehsus karna tha..meri zindagi ko meri godd me sir rakhake chain se Sona tha.. woh bole ja rahi thi aur me suun raha tha..bahot Khwahish thi uski.. lekin me pura nahi kar paya..waqt ki is daud me..mein kabhi apni zindagi ko samaz hi nahi paya..
Kabhi ummede kho deta wo kaseke gale laga ti thi.. Kabhi meri dost banti..toh kabhi meri maa.. kabhi mere khwabo ki dor bankar.. unhe aur uuncha lekar jati.. kabhi tare dekhna chahoo toh wo aasman ban jati.. kabhi gum ko bahr nikalna chahoo toh aansoo bankar beh jati..kabhi hausla kho dea toh awwaj bankar dilki saari Baat bol jati thi.. aisi hai meri Zindagi jiska Oodhar shayad hi kabhi lauta paunga..
jara socho..kahi..apki bhi zindagi toh apse naraz nahi..hai na?.. agar hai..toh abhi manalo..shyad zindagi hume fir mauka na de..!!
Lets LifE.. fOr sOmething better..!!
Lets mAke sOmething better॥!!
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